It never goes away

Love, it’s different to many people. To some it’s an illusion created by the mind making you defenseless as someone steals your heart and takes breath away. To others it's a fairytale filled with their Prince Charming or Princess, and especially an happily ever after. But there are those lucky people that feels something that some may call true love. It’s a feeling that is instilled within you until your heart takes its last beat…it’s everlasting.

When you are with that person you have this immense feeling for, it feels like you’re on top on the world and can take on a millions and billions of people in battle..and win. Everytime you stare into that person's eyes, you feel gratified as it’s like looking into an eyes of an angel that Heaven decided to bless you with, out of everyone in this world. Everything from the birds chirping to just a tree becomes even more beautiful as this person you love seems to be a gifted artist who brightened up everything  just by breathing. And your universe is forever changed as the feeling changes you for a lifetime.

It’s when you are no longer with that person you love that things becoming horrifying. It goes from staying up in the middle of the night because it went from reality surpassing your dreams of waking up at twilight as nightmares and as if demons begin to haunt you. And life itself begins to feel like a box enclosing you so tight that it would even make the greatest escape artists. Memories of once became sharp blades continually stabbing at your heart with no remorse. And the feeling you once wish would never go away becomes your own personal hell.

With or without the person you feel true love for, the feeling never goes away. But it’s important to know during the darkest times when you are without the person, to feel blessed still to have ever felt something so pure and rare, if only for a moment. It never goes away, so don’t make the feeling of pain something you must carry with you, but love that it is a part of you, and open your heart to love again.